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Friday, April 1st, 2005
11:45 pm	well i haven't posted a thing in a really long time. I'm kinda bored right now though so i figured i might as well. next week is spring break so hopefully that will be fun. ok i dont really have anything to say. so thats all. Current Mood: bored (Comment on this)
Monday, January 24th, 2005
7:46 pm	i updated my fucking lj [*]Name[*] sarah [*]Nickname[*] fucker,loser,sparky, i dunno anything i respond to.. [*]Age[*] 17 [*]Where do you live? [*] Del Mar [*]Where were you born? [*] san diego [*]Ethnicity[*] american [*]Sex[*] female [*]Hair[*] huh? [*]Eyes[*] in my face [*]Body[*] im confused {F.R.I.E.N.D.S} [*]Do you have a best friend? [*] kinda [*]Are you popular? [*] what is popular? [*]Who is your quietest friend? [*] myself..i dunno..v haha [*]Who is your smartest friend? [*] Britt [*]Who is your loudest friend? [*] christine [*]Who is your funniest friend? [*] christine and myself [*]Who have you known the longest? [*] Britt [*]Do you love them all? [*] umm sure..to different degrees though [*]Be honest-Do you love them all? [*] you betcha {S.E.X.U.A.L.I.T.Y} [*]Do you have a bf/gf? [*] no [*]Do you love them? [*] if I had one then maybe [*]Would you want to marry them? [*] marrying is over-rated [*]Have you ever cheated on them? [*] umm if i had one then maybe..jk [*]If youre single, who was your last bf/gf? [*] myself [*]How long ago? [*] forever [*]Why did you break up? [*] because they didn't exist [*]What is your sexual preference? [*] myself [*]How far have you gone? [*] where? [*]Have you ever been with someone of the same sex? [*] ya myself you fuck face [*]Why? [*] b/c i like it [*]Do you have a crush on someone? [*] yesss [*]Who? [*] probably you [*]Do they know? [*] hmm it's a possibility {V.I.E.W.S} [*]Do you like president Bush? [*] nope [*]Why or why not? [*] I don't understand a lot of it but my parents hate him and he is stupid [*]Lefty or Righty? [*] politics or hands? [*]Gay marriage? [*] depends [*]Legalize marijuana? [*] yeah I guess..ppl do it anyways so what the hell [*]Abortion? [*] yes [*]Stem cell research? [*] yes [*]Anarchy? [*] i dunno [*]Is the nation fucked? [*] no u are fucked [*]Proud to be an American? [*] not especially [*]Do you smoke? [*] all the time [*]Do you drink? [*] whenever i smoke so ya all the time [*]Have you smoked/drunk? [*] all the time [*]Do you plan on it? [*] for the rest of my fucking life [*]Vegetarian? [*] no [*]Do you want kids? [*] sometimes [*]Do you want to get married? [*] dude i'm just trying to get through today [*]Where? [*] the moon would be pretty sick thats for sure [*]Goal in life? [*] to be happy [*]Live for the moment? [*]i wish I did more often [*]Live fast, die young? [*] why..thats deppressing [*]When do you want to die? [*] i don't like to think bout it [*]In God we trust? [*] i dunno [*]Religion? [*] not really...kinda jewish but i celebrate christmas [*]Money is the root of all evil? [*] sometimes [*]We will all be the same race one day. Good or Bad? [*]too complicated of a ? [*]You can take three things to a desert island. What are they? [*]a friend, music, and food [*]If you could travel anywhere, where would it be? [*] the moon [*]How do you like them apples? [*] ripe {T.H.I.S.O.R.T.H.A.T} [*]Desert or Mountains? [*]mountains [*]Winter or Summer? [*]summer [*]Spring or Autumn? [*] spring [*]Sunrise or Sunset? [*]sunset [*]Chocolate or Vanilla? [*] both [*]Candy or Fruit? [*] depends on the mood [*]Ocean or Snow? [*] ocean [*]Pool or Ocean? [*] ocean [*]White or Black? [*] in terms of what...? [*]Red or Blue? [*] RED!! [*]Rain or Sun? [*] sun [*]Good or Evil? [*] good [*]Flesh or Blood? [*] hmm thats a hard one [*]Plastic or Metal? [*] metal [*]Pink and fuzzy or Green and gooey? [*]green and gooey [*]Heavy Metal or Rap? [*] somewhere in between [*]Classical or Punk rock? [*] both [*]Cats or Dogs? [*] dogs [*]Love or Lust? [*] depends on the mood [*]Superstition or Science? [*] science [*]Ashlee or Jessica? [*] "you make me wanna la la" ashlee duh [*]Willis or Springstein? [*] willis [*]Jackie Chan or Jet Li? [*] i dont care [*]Squares or Circles? [*] circles [*]Horses or Cars? [*] cars [*]Nail polish and Make up or Natural? [*] no polish [*]One piece or two piece? [*] 2 pieces [*]Speedo or Trunks? [*] speedo [*]Horror or Comedy? [*] comedy [*]1 or 100000? [*] 1 {F.A.V.O.R.I.T.E} [*]Song[*]dunno [*]Artist[*]dunno ...i am sick of filling this outgood bye (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Tuesday, December 21st, 2004
9:12 am	i know what you did last night... hmm well im waiting for my dad to be ready to go to the property...soo this morning I cleaned up the toilet paper from the front of my house..luckily we have a gate so ppl can't actually TP the whole house. But we do actually have a hidden camera so I know who did it..you can run but can't hide..thats rights biotches. Well i guess it's time for me to go, i may be back in the evening..so give me a call yo. ok thats al for now adios. Current Mood: horny Current Music: chritmas music (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Monday, November 29th, 2004
10:48 pm	I feel like shit. It really sux to have someone tell you all the reasons why they dont like you and that you should basically get a life. I just dont get it..dont you ever wish it felt like someone really actually cared about you and how you felt. Jeez seriously the reason i care about other people is because then I dont have to worry about myself as much. and everyone is so wrapped up in their own fucking selves that there is plenty of ppl to help. wow im soo fucking angry right now and nobody gives a shit..and see now i am worrying about myself..so there you go. I seriously feel so angry inside at soemthing thats been eating away at me for awhile now. If i ever try to talk about it i cant b/c i dont wanna hurt someone else. dont you ever feel like you are just gonna come out of your skin...ha i dunno what that meant. I wanna punch something really hard..you should watch out or it may be you..ya thats right bitch..im kidding. To bad I wanna go cry so hard and I dont know why..i hate you, i hate everything, i hate this world, wow i hate myself right now..ok im so fucking done. and you should write a comment b/c i dont think ive ever written such an angry entry and i wanna know what you think haha. Current Mood: fucking pissed (Comment on this)
Tuesday, November 9th, 2004
10:28 pm	yay! 5 DOWN AND 3 TO GO...SDSU, SFSU, CSUCI, CAL POLY, CSUN...(it's too bad that these are all the same applications and really it's only like doing one, but whatever) Current Mood: everything (Comment on this)
Wednesday, November 3rd, 2004
8:20 pm	sometimes sometimes i sit and wonder what the hell i'm doing here, I have so many mixed thoughts so really i'm just lost. many times I feel so alone my feelings are left unknown, but i know I'm not the only one whose life often seems un-fun. i don't really have anything to say at least not in any projectile way, I'm just trapped inside my mind by thoughts i cannot seem to find. It's like I need some kind of comfort but i pull away in every sort, someone there to protect me from all this misery that's unseen. i have no idea y i just wrote this...i don't even have anything to be sad about...whatever i dunno Current Mood: one of wonderment (Comment on this)
Saturday, October 23rd, 2004
6:40 pm	BUCK FUSH im boooored... heeeey ashleeeey remember when you taught me how to do this you should teach me some more i think i need to do something with my life...hmmm anybody should comment because that'd be cool...sooo cool...i feel like meeting new people Current Mood: bicurious (8 Comments |Comment on this)
Sunday, October 3rd, 2004
9:09 am	no day but today...the fir is out anyway I don't even know y im updating this b/c no one reads it or anything. but im bored and have no one to talk to so ya. last night I saw RENT. it was soooo good. OMG its like my favorite musical ever. I saw it once before when it was playong at the la jolla theature, but i was in like 5th grade then so i dont think i really understood any of it. It was so great though..i wanna see it again!! It was soo funny, and sad, and touching, and happy, and so awesome. Its so good b/c its all about like different types of love, different types of people, and how they get through life, many of them having aids. But anyways i recommend it very highly. This morning I went surfing really early b/c i have to go to my property today and im NOT happy about that. I mean how do my parents excpect me to get done hw and actually have a life if we are always going out to our property...let alone have time to work on applications and essays for college. Oh man. Next weekend I have the SAT's again. I really hope I do better or my parents will be pissed. Im really not in a great mood right now I have a lot of things on my mind. its amazing how one little thing can set me off so easily. Fuck im soooo frusterated. k i have to go to the property now. Current Mood: frustrated (Comment on this)
Monday, September 13th, 2004
4:36 pm	i haven't updated this thing in a long time yay me!! (Comment on this)
Wednesday, August 25th, 2004
1:00 pm	fuck this! omg. i have so much on my mind and im so confused bout like everything but i just can't even say how i feel b/c i cant and jeez thats the worst part of it. y does life seem so frusterating all the time?! FUCK! Current Mood: confused Current Music: modest mouse (Comment on this)
Saturday, August 21st, 2004
6:59 am	I got back from Maui on Thursday. it was super fun!!. Me and my bro rented longboards and surfed even though the surf sucked a lot until the last day then it got a little bigger and that was more fun. My brother and I are playing music today at the rythem house in SB. He knda decided that he didnt like his old band so i am like his band now..haha. k well thats all. (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Saturday, August 7th, 2004
9:29 pm	redstarfish is poisonous! Induce vomitting if ingested. N POISON Username: From Go-Quiz.com (1 Comment |Comment on this)
5:55 pm	y does everything always seem so hard to tell? omg..i'm so frusterated b/c I have so many confusing things in my head that i wanna talk about but i can't because...ya i just can't. but ya anyway i just had to get that out. i went surfing today and fell on my fins and have a nice fin mark on my back now...it kinda was a sucky day. Current Mood: lonely (Comment on this)
Tuesday, August 3rd, 2004
10:00 am	6 days till Maui!! I am going to Maui on Monday..yay!! It'll be nice to get away from all the shit that comes with being home. I'm getting my senior picture taken on friday..hmm (we'll see how that turns out) I haven't been doing much lately except my family is getting our guest house cleaned up because the new renters are moving in on thursday. I washed all the windows and my mom is going to pay me for it!! =) k well i dont really have much to say but i just felt like updating my journal. bye Current Mood: bored (Comment on this)
Wednesday, July 28th, 2004
10:14 pm	i dont have anything to say so yeah. (Comment on this)
Sunday, July 25th, 2004
6:57 pm	I just got back from my trip to Northern California to look at colleges. We saw Humboldt state, San Fransisco state, and UC Santa Cruz. Im trying to find a college on the coast so I can surf but it's hard to find one that is just perfect. Humboldt is pretty but in a super small town (it seems like kinda a boring place.) Then I went to San Fran State, and it is actually like super pretty which one probably wouldn't expect. The campus itself seems small but 29,000 ppl go there. I liked it and all but i'm not so sure about the city itself, it's kinda overwhelming. then I went to UCSC. It was prob my fav. but it will be the hardest to get into. K but im tired of typing. oh ya also there are sooo many gay guys in san fransisco. they are really open about it too..i dunno its just very diff. than home, but whateva. Current Mood: lazy (Comment on this)
Wednesday, July 21st, 2004
4:42 pm	im kinda pissed b/c my dad says i cant go surfing b/c i have to wake up really early tom. i went this morning and it was soooo fun and there was like no one out. i fell onto my board on this one wave though and my fins like caught my wetsuit (b/c its like super stretched out) and i was so scared that they ripped my wetsuit right in the butt. luckily though there was no hole but it did snag it. haha it was funny!! then i had to go take a practice SAT. I am so fed up w/ this shit. i feel bad b/c this guy is sposed to help me raise my score but it costs a lot of $ and i dunno if im even willing to put in the work. hmmm, but thats another story. i am not in a very good mood b/c i have cramps and my whole body is soo sore. Plus my bro pisses me off. Oh and also the races started today so there was so much traffic...it sucks. but anyway i could go on forever bout the things that piss me off, but i dont wanna b/c its boring. well im leaving at 4 tom. morning for Humbolt univercity, then we're going to san Fransisco, and santa cruz, and some other places, im not sure. im coming back on sun. though. k bye Current Mood: bitchy Current Music: my bro (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Sunday, July 18th, 2004
6:39 pm	subject: subject not specified! look ashley aren't u proud of me. i didnt want to put my whole entry on this b/c it would be really annoying...ashley if your not too tired like mon, or tues, we should like hang out..maybe go to a movie or something. ..=) I am kinda excited b/c we are getting a new car which means i get my moms old one. this weekend was kinda boring. on sat. night i went to my cousins 35th b-day party. it was funny b/c there were ppl of all diff. ages, so some ppl were like super drunk and like dancing very innaproprietly (if you know what i mean), i would say it was kinda a disaster. I also saw my cousins kids..there was like 4 generations there...they are super cute. but anyway im getting bored of typing and i dont feel like writing everything i have to say. im going up north to look at some colleges on thurs... (ahhhh) christine is in costa rica for 2 wks..=(. k i have to go rent movies now for my family. adios Current Mood: flirty (Comment on this)
Thursday, July 15th, 2004
4:32 pm	this is confusing but i think im getting it a little haha ashley look what i did..yay!! ashley and sarah are the coolest!! i am frusterated (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Wednesday, July 14th, 2004
7:12 pm	i guess my summer is maybe getting a little less boring...today i went surfing w/ christine and then went home and did errands for my dad then i talked to my friend who got back from spain!! then i hung out w/ christine a little then i went surfing and then i ate dinner and now i am home..yaaay. isn't that just so interesting..i thought so =) Current Mood: happy (2 Comments |Comment on this)